Caroline Gill

1986 - 2008
LocationUk
Age22 years
Cause of DeathLeukaemia
Date of Birth23/09/1986
Date of Death21/11/2008
Visitors20,568 since 22/11/2008
Creator
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I made this memorial as a tribute for my dearest friend Caroline Gill, she was a beautiful, vibrant,
intellegent young woman who had so much to live for, so many dreams to fulfill, she didnt have the
strength to fight her illness and sadly passed away leaving everyone who knew and loved her with
their own beautiful memories of having her in their life.She was a good friend, one i could rely on,
we shared many good times together, she was popular and fun loving and my life was much better for
having her as my friend.

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My daughter's friend created this beautiful memorial and i don't wish to change anything, i would
just like to add my words to it about my daughter. From the day Caroline was born she brought so
much joy into my life, i already had two sons and now having a daughter that was just something so
special. A daughter that would become my best friend. The boy's were really good with her, the
eldest could always comfort her and calm her when she was crying, they loved her alot. When Caroline
was 4 years old i had another baby, a son, she was so taken with him, was just like a little mother
hen, she always wanted to help take care of him, over the years they were very close. We all miss
her so very much, she could bring joy into the live's of anyone she met, she had a beautiful smile
and i know she will be lighting heaven up with that smile. When Caroline became ill i gave up my
work to take care of her and i am thankful for the time i had with her, every moment we had together
are the most precious moments of my life. I had her in my life physically for 22 years and now i
can't see her she is still a huge part of my life and will remain so forever. I celebrate the fact
that i had such a wonderful, warm, caring, loving, beautiful daughter and my life was graced by
having her for the time we had. Caroline had lots of dreams for her life but now they will always
remain just dreams

❤ Life is not measured by the amount of breaths we take ❤

❤ But by the moments that take our breath away ❤

❤ You my beautiful daughter took my breath away ❤

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◄███▓▒░░ Our Angel Caroline ░░▒▓███►


------♥♥------Put This
----♥♥-♥♥--- -On Your
---♥♥---♥♥-- -profile If
---♥♥---♥♥-- -You Know
---♥♥---♥♥-- -Someone
----♥♥-♥♥--- -Who Died
-----♥♥♥------ Of
----♥♥-♥♥--- -cancer And
---♥♥---♥♥-- --You Love
--♥♥-----♥♥- --Very Much

Written in special dedication to Leza and Caroline

♥Beautiful Daughter Caroline♥
I'm glad I did not know....
You were a gift
I could not keep

♥Beautiful Daughter Caroline♥
I know you know
I would have willingly
Traded places with you
But what God has written....
Not even mothers can erase

♥Beautiful Daughter Caroline♥
Know always
That no matter who I am with
You are nearer to me
Than they are

♥Beautiful Daughter Caroline♥
Know always
That no matter who is speaking to me
My heart is still talking to you

♥Beautiful Daughter Caroline♥
Know always
That you are
My sunrise
My sunset
The essence in everyday

♥Beautiful Daughter Caroline♥
I know always
In the darkest night.....
You are hugging me
Oh soooo tight

♥Beautiful Daughter Caroline♥
Know always
Every minute of everyday
I miss you with every fibre of my being

♥Beautiful Daughter Caroline♥
I know
You will dance forever
In the courtyard of my heart
Singing songs of joy

♥Beautiful Daughter Caroline♥
A million dreams
Shattered at my feet
A billion tears
A billion forget-you-nots
A Billion I Love Yous

♥Beautiful Daughter Caroline♥
Know always
From the very first moment
I held you in my arms
My heart has NEVER let you go

♥Beautiful Daughter Caroline♥
I never knew
That hearts really do break
Till God called you home

♥Beautiful Daughter Caroline♥
I'll be lamenting till the end of time.....
You'll always be
My precious daughter
I'll always be your mum

♥Beautiful Daughter Caroline♥
Beautiful, Unforgettable, Irreplaceable
Daughter Caroline
Sometimes life is simply not fair...
And now you are an Angel beyond compare.
My Angel......

From My Heart to Your Soul With Love Mary xxxx
(PLEASE DO NOT CHANGE OR COPY AND PASTE THE ABOVE POEM)



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ETERNAL MEMORY OF A DEAR CAROLINER

THIS IS FOR SOMEONE WONDERFUL,
AS LOVED AS ONE COULD BE,
FOR YOU WERE EVERYTHING IN LIFE,
YOU MEANT THE WORLD YOU SEE.

AND SOMETIMES LIFE CAN BE UNKIND,
WHEN LIVES ARE TORN IN TWO,
BUT NOTHING CAN COMPARE,
TO THE PAIN OF LOSING YOU.

BUT ALL THE LOVE YOU LEFT BEHIND,
FOREVER WILL LIVE ON,
AND SO UNTILL WE MEET AGAIN,
REST PEACEFULLY DEAR CAROLINE.

LOVE ALWAYS MARCUS'S MUM XXX

Ada Ramsden 36 minutes ago

With Love OnYour 1st Angel day

Today brings tears of sadness
of sorrow and regret
A day filled with such sadness
is not easy to forget

For everyone whose lives you touched
and those who loved you so.
It is so very hard to accept
that you’d ever have to go

So Caroline this message is for you
especially to say
the world lost someone wonderful
A year ago today.

****~~~~****~~~~****~~~~****~~~~****~~~~****~~~~

Months have grown day by day,
It’s now a year since she went away,
Thoughts are full and hearts do weigh,
Without her here to share the way,
Time may dull the hand of fate,
Memory forever recalls the date.


Thinking of you and your family Caroline..... Love Always Ingrid xx

Ingrid A 4 hours ago

thinking of you today, xx

In all the hearts who loved you,
You will always be there.
A page in our book of memories,
Is gently turned each day

Your beauty is missed every day
as you was perfect in every way

xxxxx

Tina Harrower (GTS Friend) 5 hours ago

One Whole Year x x x

My Beautiful, Precious, Special daughter,
I don’t know how I have got through this past year, a whole year since the last time I saw your beautiful face and held you in my arms. Every moment I live is a struggle, everyday my heart remains broken, Every day it rains so hard inside. You are all I think about, I am waiting for the day I am reunited with you, just waiting to hold you once more and you can be sure I will NEVER let you go. All our family misses you so very badly and they all talk about you often, your memory and life lives on in all our hearts. I still wish so hard it had been me instead of you, you are my baby girl and I would have done anything for you to be here. Life is so cruel but I know you are not suffering anymore and you have the peace you so deserve, you were, are the most brave and innocent young woman who I am PROUD to have as my daughter, I couldn’t have asked for more than I got with you, you always had a smile on your face which would always make me smile too, you made my life complete and without you here part of me is missing, I will be complete again the day I am with you. I hold so many good memories of you, just sometimes the sadness I feel over rides them, sometimes because of the pain in my heart and the tears I cry I can’t feel anything good, I know you would be saying to me MOTHER, you always called me that when you were cross with me but most of the time it was Mum, I wish I could hear that now. Sweetheart, it’s hard to write what my broken heart feels, I know you already know how I feel, what I feel, you feel, because we are always one, Mother and Daughter, forever connected by our heart and soul. My heart beat is your heart beat and until my heart stops beating you will live on within me. Until we are together again I will be missing and loving you, sending so much love to you my precious beautiful angel, This last year has been the hardest I have had to live and I can’t even imagine how I will get through the next day without you, so how am I going to get through the rest of my life. Love you with all my heart and soul, we will always be one, Mother and Daughter FOREVER, Stay close to me and let me know you are there, be the beat in my heart and the air that i breath. Love YOU always and forever Mum x x x

Leza Angel Carolines Mum (Mum) 6 hours ago

Missing You So Badly x x x

A year has come and gone now
Since you had to go away,
And I am not the same Mom
You used to see each day.

My face is stiff and frozen,
To try to hide the pain,
But oft my eyes betray me,
For my tears still fall like rain.

I try to go on living,
For my precious family's sake,
But no one knows I spend the nights,
Tossing, wide awake.

It seems the world has changed, too,
The colours all seem dull,
And everything seems empty,
Like a sunken liner's hull.

I try to wear a smile sometimes,
To make them think I'm fine,
But if they look into my eyes,
They see a different sign.

For emptiness pervades me
And sadness fills my life,
Though I do my best to hide it
And cover up my strife.

Somehow this anniversary
Makes your loss seem much more real,
Though I've spent the last year trying
To deny and not to feel.

I know you're happy, Caroline,
You're well and healthy, too,
But I can't help the way I feel,
For I am missing you.

I don't know how I'll stand the years
That stretch before me now,
I'll have to trust in Jesus' love
And treasure His sweet vow

That someday I will get to go
To heaven where you are,
And once again I'll hold you,
My precious, shining star.

Loving You and Missing You with All My Heart,
Mum x x x

written by Saralyn McAfee Smith

Leza Angel Carolines Mum (Mum) 6 hours ago

Missing You

Oh, Caroline, I am missing you!
My heart can't seem to mend.
This past year I have fooled myself,
But no more can I pretend.

You've not just gone to foreign lands,
To come home any day.
You've gone to where I can't yet go,
You've gone away to stay.

I used to feel I could hear your steps
Walking down the hall,
But when I eagerly checked it out,
You were not there at all.

I used to think I heard your voice
Calling, "Mom, it's me!"
But when I went to welcome you,
You were not there to see.

In daydreams I still see your face,
You dance around my heart.
But then reality sets in
And I know that we're apart.

Those memories of days gone by
Are jewels I'll always treasure.
They're safely locked within my heart,
I love you without measure.

And, hope, too, lives within my heart,
For this I know is true:
Someday my call from God will come
And then I'll be with you.

Loving and missing you always,
Mum x x x

Written by Saralyn McAfee Smith

Leza Angel Carolines Mum (Mum) 6 hours ago

Broken Hearted

3153600 seconds I have lived my life without you
Every second has been so painful
Some day’s people may see me smile
Some day’s people may hear me laugh
And think that I’m ok
But nobody sees the tears I cry
The sadness I feel
The emptiness
The loneliness
The pieces of my broken heart
I’ll never be ok
Until the day I am with you
Love and Miss you so very much
Always and Forever Mum ✽ܓ

The first time I laid my eyes on you I cried with happiness
The last time I laid my eyes on you I cried with sorrow
I love you more than any words could express
The hole you left in my life is enormous
The pain in my heart is too much to bare
I just want you back today

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Until we are together again x x x

Leza Angel Carolines Mum (Mum) 6 hours ago

Always Loved and Missed x x x

ჱܓჱܓჱܓჱܓჱܓჱܓჱܓჱܓჱܓ


I COULD TRY UNTIL FOREVER
YET I'D NEVER FIND A WAY
TO TELL OF HOW YOUR LOSS
IS STILL WITH ME EVERY DAY.
YOU WERE SUCH A LIGHT WITHIN MY LIFE,
SO GENTLE,GOOD AND KIND
AND I TAKE COMFORT IN THE MEMORIES
OF THE JOY YOU LEFT BEHIND.

ჱܓჱܓჱܓჱܓჱܓჱܓჱܓჱܓჱܓ

COPYRIGHT MAGGIE BELL 29 /4/09/

Leza Angel Carolines Mum (Mum) 6 hours ago

~~~~~ It's Been A Year ~~~~~~~~

It's been a year since you left me
And my hearts still aching constantly
I can't come to terms with the fact that you're gone
How long will this heartache carry on

My life is oh so empty now
Still I have to carry on
There are others who depend on me
So I only cry when they can't see

My tears I cry in private now
When no one else can see
But when the angels took you away
They took the light of my life from me.

Copyright Ingrid Aspey 30/8/09

Leza Angel Carolines Mum (Mum) 6 hours ago

THINKING OF YOU CAROLINE XXXXXXX

In Memory Of You
*******************

We want to always remember
The beautiful life you lived
And keep alive the memories we have
Through remembering what you did

For you're so special to all of us
A wonderful person indeed
Your love, laughter and warm smile
Reflected a heart that believed

Just in the everyday things we do
We remember your faith and love
In the words you spoke to help us through
Is a continued reminder for us

Although we miss you so very much
We know we'll see you once more
For this is the hope we have in God
Being re-united in the Lord

And as we gather we'll continue to share
Special times we went through
For these are memories that warm our hearts
As we honour the memory of you
unknown.
LOVE THERESA XXXXXXX
Thoughts Today Memories Forever

Theresa M Last night
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